so it's been over a year since i've made one of these. last journal, i had no idea of my swimming abilities. i was talking like my time then was going to get me somewhere. i've dropped another 5 seconds from last year and now i realize that i still have a long way to go.
my team has gone down to aa, which makes no difference to me to be honest. i was swimming a 1:09 last year, and placed a measily 12 in my district. i've gotten to 1:04 and 5th in my district. i plan to break a minute this year and place top 10 at state level, but that's questionable. the same goes for my senior year time of 57, which could get me state gold.

other than that, i left my band of 9 months. they let someone use my equipment, and they're all very lucky that i only went after one of them. we were respected, but the music started to suck and it was no longer fun, so i left. im the only one who had the balls to leave. dan can control the rest of them, but he can get fucked if he ever tries to ask me to come back.

i have to join the gym again for a month and hopefully get a trainer who can figure out why i can't build muscle. dropping 7 seconds is a lot of time and i'm starting to think a good amount of that will come with lifting.

i'm going to try to update this a little more but i know i wont get to it. whatever hahaha. see ya